Day 39, December 21, 2011
7:15 am: I’m running behind. I had to skip my grapefruit. I hate early morning appointments. I have my chocolate UMP protein shake with me and I always carry my TBR Labs Colostrum, and my Slim Quick Extreme with me. I took my L-carnitine as I was running out the door. Today is going to be totally off kilter. I hope I get back on track. I’ve got five bottles of water in the car. I’m off.
11:30 am: Sitting down for a few minutes and having lunch. I’m having grilled tilapia with lemon, snap peas and brocolli, and water with lemon. I’ve decided to be a little different. I cannot believe that Christmas is almost here. It’s crazy. I have so much stuff to get done it’s not even good. Now you all know that I have to watch everything I take in and I will be completely honest with you when I say I’m really struggling. We talked about irony and I am completely living it right now. I have to make the Christmas goodies to take to both my family and my in-laws houses. I am a creature of habit and we all know how hard it is to break bad habits. I keep thinking about how much food there is during the holidays and I am in total panic mode. I’m going to be making all of these treats and I can’t eat them. Ugh! Now I know why everyone says I’m going to start my diet on January 1st. Well guess what people, it’s not going to matter because we are all addicted to food and there is always going to be some special occasion that will come up and we as human beings will make the appropriate excuses so that we can eat and drink the unhealthy stuff. There’s no time like the present so take one step at a time and start your healthy lifestyle. If I can do it then anyone can. Just think about it. If I would have said I’ll start this later then I would still be up 3 pant sizes and extremely miserable. I do struggle but at the end of the day when I’ve eaten what I should, excercised and drank my water I feel amazing! Alright, I’m finished with my pep talk. I’m not sure if it was for you or me. I’m guessing it was more for me since I’m buying all of the ingredients for the Christmas yummies!
3:30 pm: Time for my Cookies and Cream UMP Protein Shake by Beverly and my 1 tsp of L-Carnitine by Dymatize. I’m still drinking my water. I need to drink more since I’m behind. Water is great for you but when you run errands it’s impossible because you have to pottie every 10 minutes. That’s a good thing helping get rid of the toxins in your body. I’m trying to decide what to have for dinner. Hmmm I’m thinking chicken, veggies, and pineapple.
7:30 pm: Ok dinner is finished. Dishes done, now it’s time to wrap presents again. Then I’m thinking it’s Zumba time. It’s been a while and I need to get back into my routine of doing it. Once we get used to doing something it’s not a problem to keep up with it. Once we stop doing it then it takes forever to get used to it so don’t stop the exercising people. I’ve been fighting this cold thing. It’s settled in my chest and I cannot get rid of it. I’m tired all of the time and I cough constantly. I keep taking my colostrum by TBR Labs. This winter is playing havoc with my allergies which is the cause of all of my problems. Damn, I’m whining again! I’m starting to get on my own nerves. More later!
10:00 pm: 1/2 grapefruit, Chocolate Ultimate Muscle Protein shake, tsp of L-carnitine by Dymatize and my 3 Colostrum by Total Body Research Labs. Now I’m going to bed. Tomorrow is a new day and I’m going to have a good day!
Day 40, December 22, 2011
I’m going to make this a little easier for the next few days. My first meal of the day is always going to be 1/2 grapefruit, 3 SlimQuick Extreme, 1 tsp of L-Carnitine by Dymatize Nutrition and water. My second meal of the day is going to be 1.5 scoops of Chocolate UMP Protein by Beverly with 3 colostrum, 1 tsp of L-Carnitine and water. My lunch is going to vary so I will post that. This will help with some of the redundance of my posts. My last meal of the day is going to be 1 tsp of L-carnitine, and 3 TBR Labs Colostrum. I’m really not looking forward to all of the food and junk that the Christmas Holidays bring but I’m going to try to be strong. Cross your fingers for me please, I’m feeling like I’m going to need it!
7:00 am: First meal of the day.
8:00 am: Second meal of the day
12:00 pm: 4 oz of chicken and 2 cups of steamed celery and carrots. I’m drinking the water so I’m hoping to stay on track.
This is so going to be a long day. I’m feeling so down lately. I’ve still been trying to get over this chest thing and I’m taking all kinds of meds and it just really sucks. I’ve been back to the doctor again and I’m thinking pretty soon he will be on my Christmas card list. I’ve seeen him way more than a lot of my family lately. I’m in a funk and I’m not sure how to get out of it. I think I would be more energized if I would just get over this stupid sickness!
5:00 pm: It’s time for my shake again. I’m taking my tsp of L-Carnitine and water and I’m off to cleaning again.
9:00 pm: Time for my last meal. 1/2 grape fruit, 1.5 scoops of Cookies andCream Ultimate Muscle Protein, 3 Colostrum and 1 tsp of L-Carnitine. Still in a funk. I can’t wait until the holidays are over I’m pretty stressed about the food situation. Ugh! Have a good night and sweet dreams!
Day 41, December 23, 2011
10:00 am: I couldn’t sleep last night because I kept coughing and now I’m off to a late start. I overslept and I’m late! I have to meet Dad and we have to finish getting things for our get together. I ran out of the house without eating anything. It’s bad! Still in a major funk!
1:00 pm: water and baked chicken with steamed carrots. I didn’t bring my L-carnitine so I’m still so blah!
5:00 pm: Dinner time: I’m totally not in the mood so I’m going to have my Chocolate UMP Protein Shake and 1 tsp of L-Carnitine by Dymatize. Still drinking my water. I need to get motivated. I think I need sunshine! Lately it’s just been so dreary and rainy. I hate winter. Bring on the sun!
9:00 pm: Last meal of the day. I’m going to try to get to bed but I probably won’t be able to sleep. I know I’m so being a negative nelly. I think I have become “that person”. I’m generally so funny and lively. I have no idea what is going on! I hope it gets better. Good night to all of you!
Day 42, December 24, 2011
7:00 am: It’s time to get up and face the day! I have decided that I will do the best I can to say “NO” to that bad food! Unfortunately women are all over the board with hormones. I only wish a man could step into our lives and deal with our hormones for a day! Anyway I have to finish getting everything done for our get together at my Parents house. Meal one down. So far so good!
8:00 am: Second meal down and second bottle of water. I’m pretty happy with my progress. Of course, we all know the real difficulty is going to be when I get to my parents house and all the goodies are unveiled. Fingers crossed that I make the right decision! So worried!!
12:00 pm: Decided to drink my Chocolate UMP protein shake for lunch. I’m still trying to get things together. Why is it so hard to have get togethers. There is so much planning in them. Yikes!
4:00 pm: Ok we are at my Parents house. They are having lunch meat and so I came up against my first roadblock. I hate when this happens! I didn’t eat any lunch meat. I’m not suppose to have bread so the lunch meat is out! I ate green beans, and that is pretty much what I could eat there. My sister brought my favorite hashbrown casserole so I had a spoon full of that. Even now I’m doing pretty good. I did remember to take my L- Carnitine. Yay for me right?!! WRONG!! I ate a sugar cookie, a couple of crackers with cheeseball on them, about 1/2 slice of bread with BLT dip. I was BAD! This totally sucks! I’m bad!
9:00 pm: I was so disgusted with what I ate at Mom and Dad’s that I haven’t eaten anything else. Tomorrow is Christmas Day so I’m stressed about it. I wouldn’t be so worried if I weren’t in such a funk! Ugh!
Day 43, December 25, 2011
Merry Christmas Everyone! I cannot believe it’s already Christmas! Today is a new day so I will try and try again!
7:00 am: Meal one finished.
8:00 am: Meal two while we are all opening presents. I think everyone loved what they got. I know I did! My husband really spoils me so I told him that I buy myself what I want and I wanted him to give me something from the heart. And he did a great job! We went to Cancun in 2005 and on my Birthday we went to a restaraunt and the waiter was amazing. He made me a flower (that I still have) out of a napkin, it was totally amazing. In my first present he gave me a napkin and wrote a note saying that there was a flower in there if we had the talented waiter from Cancun! Totally amazing! In my second box he gave me a note saying that he if he would have known I wanted to share his fries he would have given me this: McDonald’s gift certificate and a pair of gloves. Funny story about this. My husband and I met when I was 17, and it was a blind date. Our best friend’s fixed us up. I was so shy and it was the first date I had ever been on. He took me to McDonald’s and of course as all of you ladies know we never eat on the first date. I told him I wasn’t hungry and then I watched him eat and I was like “wow” He ate so fast that later I told him that I was scared to eat his fries because I was afraid he would take a bite our of my fingers. There is nothing like memories to show you how much you are blessed!
10:00 am: We are on our way over to Greg’s parents house for our Christmas there. I hope they have something for me to eat. And I hope they all like their presents.
12:00 pm: That went very well. I think everyone liked everything. It’s time for lunch. Turkey with 2 T of mashed Potatoes, 1/2 roll (bad me!),1 cup of green beans, and 1/2 cup of fresh corn, I had diet rite to drink, (again bad me!) I should have brought bottled water. Next time I will. I forgot to bring my L-Carnitine. We had a lot of things to load this morning. No excuse but I completely forgot. I also ate some 7 layer salad, and some puppy chow, which is made with white chocolate. Insert sigh here! I don’t know what’s wrong with me! I just have no control today! I just need to go to sleep so I don’t need to worry about eating anything else.
5:00 pm: Dinner time again. Turkey, green beans, corn, and this time I did remember to take my Dymatize L-Carnitine! I’ve been drinking water and I took a glass of water over there with me. Go me! Finally! I had a little bit more salad but that’s it. We had a very nice quiet dinner there with Greg’s parents.
9:00 pm: I have to say that I wish we would never have gotten our children their electronic stuff. Our internet stinks so when Breanna gets on her new computer it boots Dylan off of his XBox live. Then we have screaming and it makes my head hurt, I’m still coughing and I just want to be able to sleep. I need a vacation! Oh by the way I had a very STRONG strawberry Margarita to finish my day! I have to say it was GREAT going down but then the massive guilt set in! Bryce is goin to be upset with me. He told me in the beginning not to waste his time and I’m afraid I have this weekend.
However, I will do better tomorrow! We all know that on occasion we will fall and we just have to pick ourselves up and begin again and next time try to make the right decisions! It’s very hard to lose weight especially when you get stressed out. Mother’s have a very hard job. We have to be Mother’s, referee, wife, and way more. We have to make sure that we do what we can to make sure we are around to be all of those things that our families need! One way to ensure that happens is to take care of ourselves! We may fall of the healthy wagon but we have to do the best we can. It’s all we can do! I’m really not looking forward to having my body mass taken on the first. I’m gonna get a bad spanking! Night all!
Day 44, December 26, 2011
I finally slept! Yay! I took Nyquil last night and I finally slept. This is the first night I have slept for several days! I feel rejuvenated! I think this is exactly what I needed to get started again!
7:00 am: Meal one!
8:00 am: Meal two! I’m starting to drink my water and I’m feeling a lot better. It’s crazy how much better I feel!
12:00 pm: Baked chicken, 1 cup peas, 1 cup broc, two glasses of water(it’s easier to get large amounts of water down if you use a straw), and my 1 tsp of L-Carnitine. I’m doing great so far.
4:00 pm: Time for my Chocolate Ultimate Muscle Protein by Beverly, my tsp of L-Carnitine and water. It’s amazing how full I feel when I drink my UMP shakes. And it feels so much better knowing I’m not eating that crap! I’m so glad I’m back on track. Today was cleaning day so I’ve been up and running. Tomorrow is YMCA time. I’m pretty excited to get back to excercising. Now back to cleaning. Later!
9:00 pm: Last meal of the day. I have accomplished so much today! I feel a lot better today! Insert really big relieved sigh here! I’m very glad Christmas is over. And just to ensure I behave on New Year’s I have signed up to work. Lol! It’ll keep me honest this way. 4 am will come pretty early so I’ll have to be in bed early and no drinks for me. Just a little insurance. I am going to tan. You should try it. If you are feeling bad then treat yourself to some tanning. I hope you all have a great night! Sweet Dreams.
Laura Meyer